I am now 2 stone and 5 lb lighter wooooooo!!!! go me!!! im back on track for def. iv lost 3lb this week so far, which for me is bloody brill coz my body kinda slowed down to just loosing 1lb a week. so im bloody happy.

im going camping in wales on saturday- till either wednesday or thursday. not sure yet. im looking forward to it. i shall be taking some more photos and do some drawings/ painting possibly. im hoping it will give me a chance to relax and feel a bit happier. iv been feeling a bit down and heavy headed for the last few days. but i honestly dont know why. the last couple of months, iv been the happiest i have been in like forever!!! so im a bit baffled as to whats suddenly happened S eeks!!!

when i come back from wales, the next day we are off to see ricks parents for just under a week. its ricks bday on the 20th so we will be doing soemthing for that. i think hes hoping for a day out in dymchurch like last year. which will be nice if the sun decided to show its head. not so nice if it stays like it is at the moment!!!
THEN when we come back from there, i have 2 days free, ;oand then we are off again. this time me and rick are going on a little coach trip (like old people . we have the saturday looking around stratford upon avon browsing round there which will be nice. i love shakespearian stuffs and considering thats the home of shakespear there should be lots to stick my nose in. i fear...more photos! lol. and then we stay in a hotel for the night. not sure where. but apparently its a nice one. we're htinking of sneaking out and getting a takeaway from somewhere to each back in our room. so hoping its not stuck in the middle of nowhere like travel inns usually are!!! lol

the second day of our old people weekend, we are ahving a day at the sexy place land of Cadbury World!!!! WOWOWOWOWOW!!!! a whole day of chocolate!! heaven!!! iv been looking at their website and it looks sooo cool!! you can do this thing where you see what you'd look like made outa chocolate and a room where it rains virtual chocolate on you!! aaand you get to see part of the factory where their making choocy bars. AAAAAND make your own chocolate bar and put whatever you want it it yeys!!! bad for the diet but good for my smiles hehe!!

in other news, im missing my friends lots. maybe thats why iv been feeling a bit poo? i havent seen emma and alma in almost a month. which is depressing enough. they keep me smiling and i have bombard them with all my thoughts lol. emmzie is back soons and its her bday on friday (so everyone say happy birthday to her!!! and i was hoping id be able to see her on her day but now im not sure i can. but emmzie you have a card in the postie so hopefully you will have that if not the real me. <3 love you wifey!!!

almzie fluffs has been in spain for 2 weeks. i spoke to her a little bit at the weekend but then she went away for another week. we were guna meet up next week adn try to arrange anther girly day out (like the 3 of us had before) but now im going campign instead. which is nice but means another week i cant see them for and then coz im in ashford after that for a week i duno if i wil be able to see them then either coz of them being in canterbury. grrrr!!! so it might be not until august when i get my besties back. that makes me sad!!! i miss you guys!!!!

anyway...... ill try stop moaning now lol. im guna try upload some drawing soon. not sure if it will be before i go away though coz i need to get packing. ill see what happens.

loves! xxxxx